Vday 2012

30 mins ago marks the end of vday 2012. Well, for some, it was just a normal day. For me, vday let me realised quite alot of stuff.

For the whole of vday, bibi felt pain in her heart. To others, it may be a matter that can be resolved by a night sleep. To me, I was worried the whole day. I am afraid that she will collapse (like how my friend did during class last year) anytime. I am worried, even till now. I seriously wish nothing will happen to her. I just want her to be safe and healthy.

On Vday, my bibi got drunk. She was super high!! Haha, tried every means to calm her down and "hong3" her to sleep. Her face was red and warm, SUPER CUTE. Well, from this experience, I know both me and her ain't good drinker. I believe if we were to have a drinking game, both of us will collapse before finishing the second can of beer.

Confession: I do like to hear her sleep. During daily night phone conversation, bibi will doze off to sleep. I will stay on the line for another 10~15 mins before waking her up and ask her to hang up. That short 10~15 mins makes me feel both happy and relaxed, relieving all the stress I collected in the day.

可能这是我每晚做美梦的原因

Fear

This is the first time in my life,

when i felt fear.

Fear of losing her,

Fear of not being to be with her.

All I want

Is just to be by her side forever.

To walk the remaining road of life together

With my hands holding on to hers.

Fall

Fell n hit my back. Lied on the floor motionlessly for ard a mins or so. I realized it is getting tougher to get up after every fall. The last serious fall happened last year, at this period of the year. it was raining then, when I fell and hit the stairs. Lied there for ard 30secs while rain keeps beating on me. Luckily, there was a boy nearby who helped me up.

This makes me wonder. Will I get up the next time I fall? Though I did not lose consciousness this time, my body jus refused to move, hence, lying motionlessly on the floor. Will someone help me up the next time?

Maybe I have to go soon. Maybe.

Why?

School Life

Year 3 sem 2, such quietness in ESE.

Can't hear ah ma's screaming across the lecture theater. Can't hear hearty laughter. Can't hear BoonJunJie's singing. Can't hear any scandals echoing around in school. Can't see Yamamoto flexing his biscep (okay, I confirm don't want to see that). Can't see Soo dozing off during lecture. Can't see YC gaming with ZY during lectures. Et Cetera.

Use to book like a dozen tables and eat together. Now, 2 tables is more than enough. One good thing this semester is that, I have yet to eat in engin. In small groups, lunch and dinner is usually settled outside engin.

Lectures were usually lectured in LTs. Due to smaller class size, lectures are held in tutorial rooms now. With just 4 rows of chairs, one cannot afford to doze off now.

There is a new style of teaching now. OSL decided to bring discussion onto Facebook now. 10 hours into deadline, the tread increases by 20 posts. Such last minute work. On the other hand, some kept replying like it is his post. Such fierce competition displayed by some individuals.

Always though that Angmohs will teach differently. Different teaching style indeed. One word to describe : BORING. Could even understand a word that is coming out from his mouth. Murmuring and whispering, it is impossible to hear what he is saying.

4 weeks into semester. I hope this semester ends soon.

100th post

I am willing to turn into a stone bridge

And endure 500 years of storms

500 years of sunlight

500 years of rain

Only for you to walk across

剑雨

Resolution

2011 passes in a jiffy. With year 3 semester 1 being the fastest. Maybe it is due to the heavy workload, with projects, labs and assignments constantly thrown to me. Nonetheless, manage to survived through the year safely.

Wouldn't say much about 2011 in this blog post, for the time now is 1am. Most likely i will blog about 2011 in the next blog post, together with the school reopening and everyone not around in school (majority of people will be flying off to other countries). Ain't saying the reason for not flying. The reason should be obvious more or less.

Well, blog post is about the resolution for this year, 2012. I decided to make a daring resolution. To many, the resolution might seem mundane. To me, it is a chore. Well, i decided to wash my dishes. HEY! I didn't wash my dishes for the past 23 years k!

Another resolution will be reduce energy consumption. I will try to use less energy. If time permit, I might figure some things out.

By the way, i bought myself a new phone, lumia800. After 2 weeks of usage, i am EXTREMELY pleased with my new phone. Cyan colour, though I don't mind going for the magenta.

My flame, My Resolution

First night in Bali. I couldn't sleep well at all, waking up every few hours to check the time. Reason being? I miss my dear. I rather sleep alone in sg than sleeping with my family in Bali. Coz while sleeping in sg, I know I can definitely see her the next day. In Bali, I dun have a chance to see her at all. I miss you bibi..